The Anonymous Sex-Confession Blog

It Feels So Wrong

I can’t stop thinking about my long distance friend’s cock. I’ve only seen pictures of him and I hear his voice over mic everytime we play xbox together. But I want him. So. Badly.

I keep fantasizing about her cheating on me. It’s a long distance relationship and I may have developed a fetish because of my insecurity, but damn it I get so hard every time she doesn’t text me back for awhile and every time she hangs out with her male friends. Her friend said that she is probably cheating on me, probably so I could be spared some heartache, but I just whipped it out and beat it to the conversation.

I secretly hope she calls me to break up during giving someone head, telling me they’re far bigger than I am. I would beg for her to stay with me, fapping to the sheer bliss of being so pathetic. She might laugh and tell me she’d fuck every other guy and that she’d force me to listen and then I would finish and start right up again. It’s sick, but I want it so bad.

Mortified

This happened in 1988 and ‘89, I was 13 to 14 and lived in a group foster home. I forget the medical term but what I had was a bad case of cronic jock itch. Why they call it “itch” I don’t know because it is more about the pain and can drive you crazy at times. Laurie was the house mother during the day and Linda was in charge at night. All I can remember about it now is how humiliating it was the way they took care of me. I laugh about it now and wish I could have women do to me now that they did so many years ago. They not only washed my genitals but applied lotions all over my penis, scrotum and anus area. The rash was so bad it went all up the crack of my ass. They would have me lay spread eagle as they did it and I remember the first ten or twelve times they did I was so embarrassed I would cry. With Linda it was more humiliating because she was much younger than Laurie and every week or two she shaved off my pubic hair.

When I think back now I do remember getting an erection a lot of times and that also embarrassed me but they just ignored it. When I did get a hard on I would always say I was sorry. Linda would just say it was ok and not to worry about it but Linda would tell me to say prayers all the time but it still happened. My wife thinks its funny as well as many friends I have told about it but let me assure anyone that it wasn’t the least bit funny when it was going on. At that age I did masturbate but when they were washing me and touching my genitals, the erections I got were more mortifying than anything sexual.

Threesome Fulfilled

Years ago a friend once asked me to share his girlfriend with him - I demurred. Finally, this past summer I experienced this pleasure with some different people and the feeling and connections were so powerful, I wish I hadn’t said no those decades ago.

A good friend and I were staying in a hotel and met with another lover of hers. We had drinks at a bar, enjoyed the stares of the patrons as they wondered which man was hers, repaired back to the hotel, had a few more beers, did some lines of coke, and she began taking off her clothes and making out with the other guy. Before you knew it, she had him in her mouth while I was entering her from behind. We played for hours, double penetrating, talking, having sex again, etc. It was a fantastic evening.

Guilt

This isn’t anything steamy, I just need to let this out and have no where else to do it. I took a guys virginity while my boyfriend and I weren’t together for a while, but I’ve never told him. He still thinks the only person I have ever fucked is him. I made the guy I fucked look like the criminal, and I was basically forced to stop talking to him. He wanted to be friends. He actually liked me. I shouldn’t have done any of this and I’m dreading the day my boyfriend finds out, and the day when I have to confront the other guy. Fuck.

Business Trip

On a recent trip to Southern California I met a guy considerably older than me (I’m in my 30’s, he was 52). He was handsome, with close-cropped silver hair and a nice body. He picked me up at my hotel that night and showed me around the city. We drove out to a seaside neighborhood and walked along the beach near a famous hotel. I thought of grabbing his crotch or kissing him or something right there on the beach, but decided to wait and see how the evening turned out, as I wasn’t sure he wanted to get sexual with me in public. There was some sexual tension brewing in the car. We drove around the city some more and had dinner at a Mexican Restaurant. He wasn’t drinking and admitted to me he was in recovery, so out of solidarity I ordered a ginger ale. We had a good talk and everything seemed very platonic until he took me back to the hotel. I leaned over to kiss him goodnight and he shoved his tongue in my mouth. We made out in his car for a few minutes and I invited him inside.

He told me he was a top (so am I) but he wanted me to fuck him anyway. He said he was disease free (so am I) so we stripped to our underwear and I straddled his face while he sucked my cock while he pinched my nipples and grabbed my pecs. I slid behind him and fucked him gently for a few minutes until he came. I pulled out and ejaculated on his hairy chest. After he cleaned the cum off of himself, he gave me a kiss goodbye and he left.

Playground

We were at my friend’s party and we were both verging on drunk and so we went for a walk in an attempt to find a secluded place. We stumbled, literally, upon a playground and without any hesitation we found the nearest platform and got straight into it. Again, literally. He had previously pinned me up against a tree and braced my legs around his hips so he could enter me with some ease, now it was a matter of finishing what we started. He was rough with me, which was unlike him, however I wasn’t concerned with the consequences of tomorrow I simply wanted the both of us to be satisfied before our ride came to pick us up. He clambered on top of me and kissed me in a hasty manner before placing his hand at the crook of my legs and gently coaxing me to spread my legs and grant him entrance. He kissed my neck with a increase in pace and murmured for me to help him in. He’s rather well endowed and I was inexperienced at the time so I braced him as he slowly inched his way through. I felt myself stretch and he whimpered ever so slightly and buried his face into my collarbone, and what has become a routine ever since is that he slides in as far as he can possibly go until I make a sound that tells him he’s hit a place that nothing else can reach. Once confirming that the both of us were ready he began to find a rhythm in his pace, and continued until we both finished and he slumped with exhaustion on top of me.

We left immediately and stupidly left the condom there, I found out the next day it had been a primary school playground.

I Don’t Know But…

I used to masturbate a lot before I had a boyfriend. I thought I could be fine without a man until I fell in love with my now boyfriend. He lives in a city 3 hours away from mine so we get to see each other not so often and via skype.

Yesterday I was really horny and he wasn’t around so I had to masturbate. I looked for porn but nothing would do. When I closed my eyes and thought about him, I was all wet. I don’t know why this happends to me but I guess I am in love…

What I Do When I’m Alone.

I go on Omegle video, cover up the camera with Blu-Tak then take it off if it’s someone masturbating. I then strip and rub my clit and breasts for them. I once accidentally “came” all over the camera because a boy about my age told me to.

What This Woman Wants

i want so badly to experience all sex. i’m kind of afraid to do so but at the same time i want to. i am a female that WANTS to try anal sex. i also WANT to try getting a facial. and i WANT to try to swallow his cum. i WANT to try a threesome with two guys and one with two girls. i WANT to try bondage. i WANT to try everything. But then…

reality sets in and i realize that none of that is ladylike. and a lot of guys wont want a woman like that for the long haul because they think if she did this once, she does it all the time. i may not like any of these things. but then again i may. i would like to experience these things with a significant other that i’m in it for the long haul with. but i havent met one guy that is interested in his future wife doing these things. i guess one can say these are like fantasies to me.