The Anonymous Sex-Confession Blog

Harmful Fantasies

I keep fantasizing about her cheating on me. It’s a long distance relationship and I may have developed a fetish because of my insecurity, but damn it I get so hard every time she doesn’t text me back for awhile and every time she hangs out with her male friends. Her friend said that she is probably cheating on me, probably so I could be spared some heartache, but I just whipped it out and beat it to the conversation.   

I secretly hope she calls me to break up during giving someone head, telling me they’re far bigger than I am. I would beg for her to stay with me, fapping to the sheer bliss of being so pathetic. She might laugh and tell me she’d fuck every other guy and that she’d force me to listen and then I would finish and start right up again. It’s sick, but I want it so bad.